My name is [private]. I have depression & recently bowel problems. My doctors prescribed painkillers which cause hallucinations. I was sleeping & woke up @ night to see someone standing on the right side of my bed. I thought it to be a man with long dirty hair & lose beige clothing. My right hand went up& the words ‘ya Allah’ left my lips as I said them he misted away. I am off the medication now, but today I had a dream that my old & dearest friend told me she had cancer (what I fear I have) & was going to die. She was calm & strong . Death depresses me…as I am in debt….if you could please advise me.
May Allah swt bless you with prosperity in this life& the next.
A very good dream. Your greatest honor awaits you in the hereafter and such signs are angelic reminders that reconnect us to that awesome reality. Illnesses are a purification that signifies exalted stations in the Divine presence but we tend to see only this-worldly aspects. Allah Most High will take away every bad feeling. Give sadaqa, don’t be sad but speak to Allah Most High in your Salat, dua and dhikr and make Salawat on the Prophet (upon him blessings and peace) to relieve your pain.
Hajj Gibril Haddad