Dream:
Me and 4/5 other man and we were trying to get rid of a stone, then I was about to bury the stone and somehow I changed my mind and took it with me again in my dream and I held on to it and the next moment I was attacked by these guys like the large waves of the sea and I turned back and recited the Idha of our Awrad and all of them froze and turned to ice and shattered. And I woke up just before fajr like Tahajjud.
Interpretation:
These are the 800 forbiddens trying to overwhelm you but you are steadfast on the Naqshbandi awrad which defeats and eliminates them all.
The Stone represents the Hijab al-bashariyya, the last veil between a servant and his spiritual reality. Your holding onto it means you have not yet given up some aspects of bad character that is preventing an opening. And I am telling myself not you, that it means concentrate on improving your practice of awrad as much as possible, it is key to breaking the nafs.
Taher Siddiqui
