In 2008 I started to work in a warehouse and I fell in love with a white girl, and she too. We started staring to each other, she tried to talk to me ( a lot of time) but I was keep avoiding her.
In 2011 I took some holidays and decided to leave that job. And from those days she is keep coming to my dreams ,sometimes with hijab, sometimes as my neighbour…..
I used to dream about her when I was working there, thats I think is normal, but I left it.
I want to be like before, normal. Now she is coming nearly every night, I think about her everyday, I tried to forget her, nothing. I have everything ALHAMDULILLAH, pray 5 times a day, trying to follow the sunnah of our PROPHET MOHAMMED (PBUH)…
Could u tell me whats going on to me?
You may either let time pass and forget her, or try and meet someone for marriage, or propose to her. It is up to you.
Hajj Gibril Haddad