Asalam ualikum dear shaykh,
I am walking in a field and prior to this I feel like I had just committed some sins, one being smoking a cigarette so as I’m walking in this large field I feel fear & wrong – I look up and I see a full moon which looks white but some parts are transparent. As I continue walking the skies darken and it rains and while still looking at the moon it turns sideways and becomes thin as paper.
Audhu billahi min ash-shaytan ir-rajim
Bismi-llāhi r-raḥmāni r-raḥīm:
Wa `alaykumu s-salāmu wa rahmatu l-lāhi wa barakātuh,
The moon represent the reality of Islam within you which is prevented from shining because of deficiencies needing improvement. You may try to recite istighfar and salawat daily insh Allah.
And Allah knows best.