I come from a very dysfunctional family. Mother’s alcoholic and does sihr and is always angry because of her ways. I made many mistakes but I accepted them as they are Allah’s (swt) will. My father has his own family and does not care for me and my siblings. My little sister is on the wrong path, getting everything pierced and is very rude to me and the rest of the family. Even when I try to teach her the good ways, she attacks me and everyone in the family. I never felt my mother’s love regardless of the fact that I always tried to please her by going to college and having good manners, she instead shows love to my badly behaved siblings and sees me as the enemy. Please guide me.
Allah most high gave you more than the rest, so don’t worry and continue quietly your spiritual path with Mawlana Shaykh Nazim (Allah bless his secret) even if thankless. Through your light they will be helped here and hereafter insha-Allah. Take bayaa if not already, wear Mawlana’s taweez and recite “Ya Haleem” x100 daily for your mother.