Salaam, I have been dating this Muslim girl for over 2 years. We used to argue a lot but loved each other as well and intended marriage at the end. I spoke to her family once regarding marriage and they refused. I did istikhaara and got the approval that she was a good girl for me. We carried on hoping it would happen in the future but now suddenly she has left me because we argued a lot and refuses to talk to me. Her heart has turned into stone and she hates me. I want to recite the dua however i cannot write Arabic and I don’t have somebody trustworthy who is willing to do it for me as their advice is to stay away but I cant help myself. Is there an alternate version where I can just pray the dua daily with your permission?
A`udhu billahi min ash-shaytan ir-rajeem
Bismillahi ‘r-Rahmani ‘r-Raheem
wa `alaykum salam,
See Shaykh Gibril’s advice here.