Question:
Muhtaram shaikh, assalamo aliakum!!!
I’m a 2_ years old girl and have a few questions. I had been prone to sexual abuse from time to time since my childhood. Being busy with my other siblings my mother did not realize that my servants abused and sexually harassed me since the age of four. Even two of my uncles tried to harass me at the age of somewhat 14 or 15. All these events had a deep impact on my personality as well. Though I really tried hard, even I had a greater urge for it and fulfill my desires by watching porn movies. I did asthaghfar so many times but i really cant control myself and again watch such movies. Please tell me will Allah forgive me if i do asthaghfar again and please, please giv eme any du’a to fight against my nafsani desires. I’m in a great trouble.
Answer:
Wa `alaykum salam,
Insha-Allah Mawlana Shaykh Hisham Kabbani is praying for you.
You are not responsible in any way for what happened to you.
Our shaykhs recommend to get married as soon as possible. Meanwhile make istighfar 300x daily, and recite ya naar koonee bardan wa salama, 10x, and insha-Allah that will stop.
Taher Siddiqui
