Dear Shaykh, Assalamu alaykum,
I have been tortured all my life by my relatives and others for being blessed. I have been feeling suicidal for the past 30 years and I try to fight this feeling. But now I feel like I am unable to take much more torture. What can I do please?
I am sorry for whining and complaining. Love from your mureed.
wa ‘alaykum salam,
Struggle with your ego and it is a test to you and Allah (swt) will reward you for your patience.
Shaykh Muhammad Hisham Kabbani