As Salam Aleikum,
Astagfirullah, I had to fast these last days of Shawal and for doing stupid things that I should not do, I lost the fast. I can not stay, I’m doing the practices well, practical strong, but I can not control some instincts. I call for help, I don’t know what to do. I also feel ashamed of not being able to spend time and be hiding pure nonsense that I can not do, or if I can not I’m doing. I want to travel too, perhaps to Cyprus. I want to, but I asked Shaykh Burhanuddin Germany and he told me I better stay here. Bismillah. Shukrulillah. Alhamdulillah. I ask a structural support.
Allah Bless all you, As Salam Aleikum.
Wa `Alaykum Salam,
Just make up the fast. Do not go back to doing sins.
As you’ve received Shaykh Burhanuddin’s advice, then follow. It is better you stay where you are now with so many fitnah and uncertainties happening. And there is no certainty that being in Cyprus, especially in the current situation nowadays and the people making fitnah there, will even help you with your condition.
Love and Salams to Shaykh Burhanuddin from me.