Salaam…from my childhood whenever i recite Surah Yaseen 1st my father died then I tried to memorize it but my mother died and I lost everyone I loved whenever I read it..now I have severe brain problem and arthritis…but i love this surah. what to do?
Salaam, Maulana Shaykh Nazim used to say that if a person cannot recite Surah Ya Sin, then at least recite, “salaamun qawlan min rabbir raheem“. He said the secret of the surah is in that ayat. As for the other part of your story, Allah knows best, wa RasouluLlah, sallaLlahu `alayhi wa salaam. May Allahu ta’ala take away that problem.
Shaykh Abdul-Haqq Sazonoff