Was illegal for 9 years, parents fault. Jobless since, no free will and abused psychologically. Want to wed me to a girl and lying to her family. I can’t support a wife, bankrupt. They lie a lot. I wanted to migrate. Please guide me, whichever is better.
InshaAllah marriage is khair, and as Mawlana Shaykh Hisham Kabbani said, “in the time of Prophet (s) marriage was half of faith and in our time it is all of faith”, but only if you put effort into making it work. Give gratitude that you have parents and ask forgiveness for their faults.