As-Salaam wa ailkum.
I have had so many problems in my life. Money is becoming the biggest of them all. I find myself in debt all the time and whenever I try some sort of business it doesnt go well. Is there something that i can read that will help? Please make dua that my financial problems become better inshallah. can someone help with istikara?
There is a girl, she is just a friend at the moment. I really do love this girl. Her family do not wish for her to marry me. The parents of that girl do come and see us but only as friends, she is everything that i have always wanted. She has been to Hajj she is always observing halal and haram, she is very caring and family orientated. She is a 5 times praying girl. The best part is that she gets along with my mother. Also everything that i try and do does not go well in business. I am experiencing very bad financial difficulty. Whatever i try in business it goes wrong. I am paralyzed on the left side and suffer from epilepsy. I had a blood clot when i was two years of age which caused the paralysis and after that i have been suffering with epilepsy.
wa `alaykum salam,
Insha-Allah Mawlana Shaykh Hisham Kabbani is praying for you.
You will need to face the fact that your disability makes it difficult for most parents to give their daughter. You may have to wait for the one who loves you as you are and for who you are to come along, someone whose family will go along with her loving and caring for you.