Assalamualaikum my Shaykh Hisham,
I am trying very hard, trying my best to follow the tariqat though at times I fall weak but I will never surrender to the shaitan or to my ego. My Shaykh knows what is in my heart and how much I am trying with the Dzkir and night prayers. I have no will nor do I have power but I’m very much in need of your awliya support. Please doa for me to make it right with the will of Allah, as I am the weakest one. I’m trying to do what is right though I’ve been broken and wronged, though I forgive many times and I’m trying my best, I read and follow as much as I can carry. Please pray for me and be there with me always. Many love to you and your family and to our Sultan Awliya..
Mawlana Shaykh Hisham will pray for you insha-Allah. Feeling broken and helpless before Allah Most High is a good state, since He said in a hadith qudsi, “I am found with those who are broken-hearted”. Recite Ya Hafizu Ya Jabbar daily 100 times.
Hajj Gibril Haddad