Assalaam alaikum ya shaikh Hisham,
Please help me in understanding what I am experiencing. Ya shaikh I am not very sincere in reading my daily awrad but I am trying to. I am trying to do muraqabah for about a week now and I find my upper body moving in circular motion all by itself. Sometimes its my neck(head) only that moves. Sometimes my head spins and I feel it heavy and that I am being pulled into I don’t know where because every thing is dark and my eyes are closed. I feel scared and stop my muraqabah. Is it happening because I am a female? Should I continue with my muraqabah or not? Is the muraqabah for females different than that of males? Kindly guide me..and do pray for me and my sons.. Jazakallah khair
wa `alaykum salam,
Do your awrad and this will become more clear and stop.
Shaykh Muhammad Hisham Kabbani