A while ago I began to question myself and doubt this way, then Sh. Gibril answered a question about intercession and it all makes sense again, thank you very much. May the Almighty bless you forever.
I have peace in my heart again,
Sh Hisham I love you for the sake of Allah SWT, Sh. Gibrail, i have read many of your books and i love them.
wa `alaykum salam,
Allah bless you and make your feet firm.