Request:
786
Asalamuwalaikum wr wb MSH,
Three to four weeks ago i had a nightmare in which i am cut off from connection to MSN and in grave danger, everything falling apart horrendously. I’ve had recurring nightmares since. in my dreams i have not called on MSN (i was able to before in dreams).
Recently I’ve made arrogant, selfish, decisions. I had been feeling proud of being a “good” student when in fact i don’t even pray on time. Please pray for me ya Sayyidi. I am terrified of losing connection to you and Maulana Shaykh Nazim, of falling off the path and returning to darkness. Please forgive me for the burden that i put on your souls. I’m deeply sorry for everything you’ve had to carry of me.
Asalaamulwalaikumwrwb,
Response:
`Alaykum Salam,
Admonitory dreams are a sign of love from Mawlana and of aptitude to listen from the murid, so take heart and take action to strengthen your spirit through dhikr.
Hajj Gibril Haddad
