Some toys of childhood were spread through a local mosque, then I started to gather some. An old man talked to me in Arab, had the impression he was rebuking me because of having toys there (images). I was sad for my shame didnt allow me to take them all.
That Arab man is a Waliullah who came to help you to leave childish behavior (toys) and remove characteristics, most especially envy, behind. Without the help of this wali, whose guidance you are under, aware or unaware, you are unable to do so, and Allah knows best.