Request:
I have a fire in my heart burning my soul that is asking me, “How can I make Dhikrullah without thinking about Him (and so mentally describing Him) and so making hidden Shirk during Salat and Awrad?” I really hate my position. I feel like unable to pray, to mention His Holy Name…and I don’t know what to do…the only way I see is to remember Allah with an absent mind, with no mind, no concentration, nothing…can you help me?
I have no peace because of that. Sometimes i feel as if am about to think badly (shirk) and keep on fearing that i sometimes don’t know i was thinking badly about my lord until i feel my soul burning that i panic and fear Allah almighty more. I cry and cry and hit my head because i love Allah. Have i committed hidden shirk.
Response:
We are asking Mawlana to pray for you. Shaykh Muhammad Hisam Kabbani has already responded to your question. You may read it here.
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