Question:
Assalaamualaykum ya Sayyidi,
Forgive me for my lack adab.
Ya Sayyidi….please pray for me. I don’t know what is happening to me.
Am I afraid….? Or am I lazy….? Because it seems when I am focusing in my ibadah, the power is getting stronger…..although it is only as small as the smallest particle in the universe…..which makes me afraid…..but I don’t know if am I making it as an excuse for my laziness….
I am feeling it is a heavy burden too for keeping it as a secret. My tongue is really want to share it with somebody else….but i can’t. Or can I?
Please pray for me…..pray for the ummah too…..because my prayer is nothing, ya Sayyidi…..but i am concerned to others. In the other hand I am really a bad person, with bad manners in front of Him.
Wassalaamu’alaykum
Answer:
Wa’alaykumussalam,,
Insha Allah, Mawlana Shaykh Hisham will pray for you.
If you can, join the congregational prayer in a mosque.
Abdul Shakur