Question:
I have some emotional distress
First time in two years I went to Zikr today and they finished one minute before I arrived. I went after work. So Allah did not make me deserve it.
Then I met this beautiful lady a month ago
1. She was not really into me but was warming up slowly
2. She is atheist but grew up catholic
3. Personality is fine but can be better
4. Super super clean
6 super clean house but she drinks alcohol a lot
5. Does not like Muslims
6. But she was the perhaps only woman that I met that really fits into what I have been looking for physically.
I have been praying to God give me a woman, the type I like, for a long time praying. So I thought this was it. She broke up with me just after a month.
Why does God make me meet someone like that knowing that she is the type I like and makes her break up with me only after a month. It is painful.
Esselamu alaikum
Answer:
wa ‘alaykum salam
It is a sign, you need to attend the Dhikr regularly and ask the top brothers there to pray for you, and even more important ask Mawlana Shaykh Hisham’s prayers.
Taher Siddiqui
