Request:
As salam aleykum
Estaghfirullah I take baya with sheikh Nazim this last month of Ramadan, but I am so weak and I didn’t go to do dhikr in the centre of my city, my ego is so big and I know its impossible to walk on it if I don’t go to do dhikr with brothers but I don’t do it, I try to do daily wird and sometimes I do it complete and many times I didn’t, is the wird too strong for me ? what can I do to progress ? at the same time I am not married and dounya come into my heart by this way, please pray for me to meet the wife who is on the tablets cause I am not able to know who it is, please pray for me to progress and to go to do dhikr.
Response:
wa `alaykum salam,
Mawlana Shaykh Muhammad Hisham Kabbani is praying for you.
The best is to go attend the Dhikr in your city and make some friends of the murids and then you can assist each other to keep on the Way.
Taher Siddiqui