Question:
I would like to ask for advice regarding a matter that is giving me anxiety. Months ago I began to receive dreams which inspired me to reclaim my faith and fulfill my obligations as a Muslim. I learnt to pray, veil myself and feel blessed to have been given a chance by Allah to be righteous. I met a devout man who wishes to marry me and I feel I don’t deserve the blessings Allah has given me. I fear that my past will come back to haunt me even though I am a different person now. I am afraid of gossip and rumors his family might hear if they ask about me. I paid the price of my lifestyle and decided to re-evaluate my life, but am scared that my mistakes will prevent finding peace and happiness. Please advise as I have become ill from anxiety.
Jazakum allah khair.
Answer:
Do not doubt the favours Allah Almighty bestows upon you. Have faith that He arranges according to His Will and Knowledge, so learn to feel content with that. Verily, Allah is the Best of Planners, and He is the Most Merciful.
Abdul Shakur
