Request:
Asalaamu Alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu our beloved Shuyukh & all eShaykh staff many thanks 4 interpreting my Dreams
My name is [private] I’m currently studying to become a practising&preaching Alima Insha’Allah. I’m worried for failure as I’m not physically or mentally able to sit revise all the work I am being taught. I feel I can only study after midnight but then i sleep due to early starts the next morning. I was once very bright until I hit depression 3 years ago. Alhamdullillah I have recovered as I have come towards my deen but it has left some actual changes to my mental health & well being. I find it hard to concentrate/focus & also memorise what I need to learn. Also I’m recently having difficulties to leave this dunya during zikr gatherings.Please pray for success with my studies with deen & dunya & for my younger sister & cousin brother to come towards the deen also.
Please Forgive me if I may have done any disrespect. May Allah (SWT) bless you & your families Insha’Allah,Ameen.
Response:
wa `alaykum salam,
Mawlana shaykh Hisham is praying for you and your siblings and cousins. Your spiritual station and reward is higher than before and the tests of Allah Most High are taking us up even if we feel more difficulty or even disconnection. In reality you are more and more connected. So continue your struggle and give thanks so that Allah increases you.
Hajj Gibril Haddad
