Dream:
Asalam-alikum
I have had a connection to Prophet Muhammad since birth, I was named by Prophet Muhammad through a dream to my mother, he named me [private]. Its been 21 yrs frm then and I myself have seen Prophet few times and I have experienced a lot of spiritual activities in my life. I recently dreamt of crying in front of the Roza-e-Rasul thinking how he must be saddened by all my sins, how he named me and I have done so much wrong in my life! Whenever i get better in my ibadat soon it all crumbles because I sin and I am literally destroyed mentally,spiritually and emotionally! what should I do sir? am truly lost, I get confused with things I receive sometimes through dreams and such
Interpretation:
Alaykum salam,
Just make istighfar and keep your connection strong. Sin is our condition but through constancy in repentance the rahma of Prophet upon him peace shows and is inconquerable. Therefore give thanks and keep on istiqamah.
Hajj Gibril Haddad
