Question:
I have had a difficult marriage, my husband and his family have always put me down, even teaching my children to call me names. The past two years have been hard for me my father and mother got ill and my father past away and my mother has dementia. During this time my in laws abused me, I eventually asked them why they did this and for the past year my husband has not spoken to me. I did istikhara to ask what I should do, I dreamt that I was in a hospital bed in green garments and there was light on my bed my husband was standing beside the bed and gives me a beautiful baby boy that I have just had. I want to breast feed the baby but don’t want my husband to see because I think he won’t like to see me do this.
Answer:
Hospital bed represents your test, green, light and baby point to your Paradise, which is through your patience with them.
Hajj Gibril Haddad