Question:
Salam alaikum wa rahmatulillah wa barakatuh,
I want mawlana to forgive me maybe I make him angry by my sins and weakness .
How can I apologize to him?
Thank you
Peace
Answer:
wa `alaykum salam,
By asking you have done it.
Try to wake up Every night before Salat al-Fajr, make Salat an-Najat and then make sajda after and pray:
يا رَبِّي كَما تَأْكُلُ النَّارُ الحَطَبَ هَكَذا الحَسَدُ المُتَأَصِّلُ فيِّ يّأْكُلُ جَمِيع أَعْمالي. يا رَبِّي خَلِّصْني مِنْهُ ومِنَ الغَضَبِ النَفْسانِي ومِن نَفْسِِ الطِّفْلِِ المَذْمُومةِ ومِنَ الأخْلاقِ الذَّمِيمَة ويا رَبِّي بَدِّلْ أَخْلاقِِي إلى أخْلاقٍ حَميدَةٍ وأفْعالٍ حَسَنة
Ya Rabbi, kama takulu ’n-naru ’l-hataba hakadha yakulu `amaliyy jami`an al-hasadu mu’tasila fiyya. Ya Rabbi khallisni minhu wa khallisni mina ’l-ghadabi ’n-nafsani wa min nafsi ’t-tifli ’l-madhmumati wa mina ’l-akhlaqi ’dh-dhamimati ya Rabbi wa baddil akhlaqi ila akhlaqin hamidatin wa af`alin hasanatin.
O my Lord! Just as fire consumes firewood, in the same way the envy which is rooted in me consumes all my actions. Purify me, O my Lord, from it and purify me, too, from the anger of my ego. Rid me as well, O my Lord, of the blameworthy ego of the child and reprehensible manners. And, O my Lord, change all my manners to laudable manners and into good actions.
Taher Siddiqui
