Question:
Asalaamuwalaykum wrwb,
Dream: I am walking, I think with my naqshi sisters. We are happy and it is bright and colorful around us. I think we are at a conference. We pass some people in a hallway, as we are past them I look back and realize it is MSN qs. I think he is with Hajjah Anne, may Allah Bless her, and others. They are smiling. I am smiling and very happy. Though it is awkward, I keep going down the wide hall, but I walk backwards with my back bent so I don’t turn my back on my shaykh and I am in deference to him.
Please interpret, as I am going through a difficult time and I often don’t know if my actions are right or wrong. Things that bring a palpable unpleasant sensation I avoid even if they are halal or seem to “make sense,” things that bring sweetness and expansion to my heart I embrace, even if it doesn’t make sense. If I do otherwise the unpleasantness becomes unbearable. I am trying to follow my heart, and pray that is what I am following.
I love MSH, may Allah Bless him and raise his station, and I ask for his forgiveness for everything. I am under his mercy and the Ultimate Mercy of our Lord. May Allah Bless you, our Shuyukh, and your families.
Answer:
wa `alaykum salam,
Seeing Mawlana Shaykh Muhammad Nazim Adil and Hajjah Anne, may Allah bless their souls and raise them ever higher, is a clear sign you are on the right way. Continue to follow the guidance of Mawlana Shaykh Hisham Kabbani and what he is sending to your heart, in-sha-Allah you will be fine.
Taher Siddiqui
