Question:
Family & I led by Dad rush to find space.They take shortcut thru mens section;I pause,shyly follow,men stare.Lost parents,so I led sister & cousin to free space,usher to hurry before adhan.Hear adhan,stand to pray but wake up for Fajr 03:08. Saw dome twice
Answer:
Your strong intention to observe the Sunnah of Rasoolullah (s) in praying the Night Vigil (Tahajjud) has been the cause for you to be conveyed spiritually to the Masjid an-Nabawi, upon its blessed inhabitant the choicest blessing and peace. Seeing yourself in the men’s section indicates you are on the path of Rajuliyya, Manhood, which is not related to gender, but to courage in the face of the enemies of Allah: nafs, dunya, hawwa and shaytan. Allah knows best.
Taher Siddiqui