Dream:
Assalam Alaikum,
I was in the kitchen of Sh.Nazim (and probably in the house of Sh. Hisham—not sure) doing dishes and shaytan was giving orders. This was my test and I had to be patient. At a certain point I was not patient and shouted, but immediately apologized. Sh . Nazim had just finished a meeting with around 12 or 16 men and they were leaving the courtyard. I got out of the kitchen and said salams to them by heart. One of them was blind, but could see with light on his forehead. He saw me and came in front of me. I kissed his right hand and asked for dua and a young man kissed his left. By touching and kissing his hand we were to learn our destinies by looking at our palms. The second I looked at my palm I woke up.
Interpretation:
wa ‘alaykum salam,
Alhamdulillah that is a very blessed dream giving practical teaching, and doing in the dream is as if you did it in life. The dream shows you the reality, that for murids, shaytan can only approach with permission of Mawlana Shaykh and under his full control, in order to test them. You realized this but were still unable to stop yourself from reacting to Shaytan’s promptings. This is to show you your spiritual defects in the dream so you can address them in real life.
The blind man who had light is symbolic of the level you can attain by continuing to hold fast strongly to the Path and guidance of Mawlana Shaykh Muhammad Nazim al-Haqqani. Manhood represents spiritual maturity, and the light in the forehead represents the reality of :
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{O you who have attained to faith! Remain conÂscious of God, and believe in His Apostle, [and] He will grant you doubly of His grace, and will light for you a light wherein you shall walk, and will forgive you [your past sins]: for God is much-forgiving, a dispenser of grace.} (al-Hadid 57:28)
For patience recite Ya Halim 100x during Qiyam al-Layl before Fajr by one hour or half an hour.
w ‘Allahu `alam,
Taher Siddiqui
