Dream:
I walked into a study and Sheik Abdul Qadir Gilani was sitting at a large desk. The study was dark and full of books. He never said a word to me, but I knew who he was. He looked up at me. I was hysterically crying asking him why I was allowed to die without having children. He just kept looking at me in silence. After I left him, I was taken up to the outside of the gates of Paradise. There was an angel/gatekeeper there dressed in a brilliant white robe and turban. Again I was crying asking him why I had been allowed to die without having children. He also was silent. When I woke up, I was still crying.
Interpretation:
Dream is about Akhira and spiritual support from Sultan al-Awliya Mawlana Shaykh Nazim al-Haqqani and angels for your wayfaring, hence their silence is either because love of children is from the attraction of dunya or because children here are good deeds, for more of which you are intensely longing, and in sha Allah you are and will be granted them. The Holy Prophet (upon him blessings and peace) said: “The one thing the people of Paradise regret is their not having done more dhikr in dunya.”
Hajj Gibril Haddad
