Dream:
A stage, with male murids all holding a rose, asking me to join the zkir, then some of my best friends who are women from throughout my life appear and they join in the zkir.
I am standing back as unsure if it is a good thing that the women are joining in with the men. I feel happy but I stay at a distance.
Interpretation:
Audhu billahi min ash-shaytan ir-rajim
Bismi-llāhi r-raḥmāni r-raḥīm
It shows that you are still struggling between your love of akhira and your desire for this dunya. You may try to increase your daily recitation of salawat, Insha’Allah.
And Allah knows best.
Wissam