Question:
Asak dear sheikh, I wanted to write my full story but the word count here does not allow. I’m is lost in past where I was used by my husband and laws as a scapegoat to do some treatment for their first daughter in law who was adamant and had gone away with child to her maternal home. I was used to fulfill this man’s lower self desires for 3 months and then was dumped by them and sad part is that his mother and sisters etc were also involved in his preplanning. Now I came to know that his first wife returned and they have another baby too. Why all this happened to me? Why was i used as a scapegoat? Am i so horrible to be used and thrown away so badly? What should i do sheikh? can i do dua for death? PLEASE HELP ME
Answer:
Allah Most High hears and sees and He will requite every injustice and compensate every victim. Do not be angry or sad but rather focus on the blessings He has given you. Ask Him for strength to cross through this test safely. When you turn to Him away from dunya, He puts everything under your feet. Do not ask for death but ask for a blessed life filled with good deeds. Through patience (sabr) He will bring you closer and closer to Him. Recite Hasbiya Allah, Rabbiya Allah x100-1000 daily.
Hajj Gibril Haddad