Request:
Asalamalaykum wr wb, i dont feel good, i’m always very sad, i think about the past a lot, things that have happened that have hurt me, and when i think about the future i feel the same way very hurt and sad and HOPELESS. it feels like dunya for me is ruined and also akhirat, astagfirullah. i had a dreamt once that i will burn in hell for 30 or 30,000 years? i am very afraid, please pray for me.i dont know whats wrong with me. mawlana sheikh hisham i am requesting you to please pray for me to become happy and for allah s.w.t. to forgive me for the sake of rasulallah s.a.w. and the prophets and the awliya, i’m the weakest, mawlana sheikh hisham please do your heavenly dua. ALSO SHEIKH HISHAM I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. i am sorry and thank you. Asalamalaykum.
Response:
wa `alaykum salam,
Allah said:
{O My servants who have wronged themselves do not despair of the mercy of Allah, truly Allah forgives sins in their entirety.} (Az-Zumar, 39:53)
Seeing going to hell in a dream means that punishment was removed from you and you were saved from it, alhamdulillah, and Allah knows best.
Shaykh Hisham is praying for you. For such a condition of depression Shaykh Hisham recommends to recite: bismillahi ‘r-rahmani ‘r-raheem, salamun qawlan min rabbin raheem 77x per day and Allah will make it easy for you, insh-Allah.
Taher Siddiqui