Question:
My heart accepts for me to kill someone in vengeance.. I start seeing darkness, my senses sharp, strength focused, and I feel SO MUCH HATRED.
I want mercy, and I always show mercy… but what if I was to lose control?
detailed answers please.
Answer:
Wa `alaikum salam Wa Rahmatullah,
Bismillahir Rahmanir Raheem,
When you feel like that take ablution or a shower and do the following recitation everyday, and Insha Allah things will be ok.
A`udhu billahi min ash-shaytani ‘r-rajeem x40
Bismillahi ‘r-Rahmani ‘r-Raheem x100
astagfirullah x70
Darood shareef x100
Ya Salaam Ya Salaam Ya Allah
Ya Rahman Ya Rahman Ya Allah
as much as you can.
Syed Shahzaman