Request:
Asa
I have started to fail in the smallest discipline related goals. I cannot stop eating when I know I am full. A few years ago I could challenge my diet to be basic, small and satisfying. Now; eating the correct amount of food is not enough. I have to over-eat. I feel impure for doing so. This is not just about food. I pledged bayaat in March (online) and promised myself that I will not fail any challenge I set myself (nothing that I haven’t once upon a time achieved). I started giving sadqa for our Dear Prophet sas, for you and for Shaykh Nazim in the hope that I would be stronger yet I get weaker in every sense. Over-eating/lack of exercise, sleeping through fajar and the increasingly bad habits of my eyes/ears/tongue has left my soul crippled.
I want that soldier heart again. Please make duwa/advise. ws
Response:
I will make du`a for you.
Shaykh Muhammad Hisham Kabbani
