Request:
Salaam Alaykum,
I have been drinking alcohol and feeling fear and anger. I don’t want to have angry face I’m sad that I look at people and make me fear. I’m depressed, my sister has accused me of being abusive although Wallahi I do not remember such things in our childhood. I was sexually abused myself when I was 14.I renewed my bayat with Mawlana Shaykh Nazim through Shaykh Hisham this week in [private]. I still drink and feel nervous especially around women and ones like they can see through me.I have been having nightmares of snakes, crabs and lizards try to bite me. I had a dream about a ugly witch try to traumatize me. I don’t know if my sister is trying to hurt me. She is involved with fortune tellers and witches in California. My family is so sad about her and her delusions.
Response:
Audhu billahi min ash-shaytan ir-rajim
Bismi-llāhi r-raḥmāni r-raḥīm:
Wa `alaykumu s-salāmu wa rahmatu l-lāhi wa barakātuh,
Insha Allah Mawlana Shaykh Hisham Kabbani is praying for you.
Keep reciting istighfar 700 times daily as prescribed by Mawlana Shaykh.
And Allah knows best.
Wissam
