Request:
Salam ya Syakh…
Whats God want from me, Syakh??? i know is bad…but i feel God ignored me, i’m so hopeless…and so tired.
i’m tired to almost crying everyday…i feel so sad and lonely. i know i’m not a good person and murid…but please i can’t take any longer anymore, i’m just a person who have needs like the other as a human being. so please would you help me, Syakh!? would you pray for my happiness forever!? i do…i really need help.
Help me please….and pray for me, pleaseee….
Response:
a`udhu billah mina ‘sh-shaytani ‘r-rajeem
Bismillahi ‘r-Rahmani ‘r-Raheem
wa `alaykum salam
While you witness the weakness of your own soul you must also grasp that Allah (swt) and His Prophet Love you or else you would not exist. You were created from a drop of the Prophet’s (s) Light so you must not hate yourself, you must love yourself for that reason. To think that you are alone is a mistake. Allah (swt) support is with you as you remember Him and turn to Him, and do not oppress yourself. Mawlana is praying for you. Be happy that you are from the Ummah of Muhammad (s) and smile to your Lord, He will be smiling to you and filling your needs Insha-Allah.
W ‘Allahu `Alam,
Kamau Ayyubi
