Question:
For the past 6 years I have been in a deep depression, and overwhelming stress. My parents have both been through a lot and both have lost kids in previous marriages. I admit that as a teen in America I have a fair share of sins but I feel trapped. I’m loosing hope and all I have is sleepless nights, tears, and depression. Everything I try backfire and I get in a deeper and deeper predicament. I’m holding on hit I’m loosing hope and I honestly am scared of the evil thought in my mind. Someone please help.
Answer:
Do not take on the burden of the world on your shoulders. Heal yourself little by little with daily dhikr and spiritual company such as weekly dhikr. Make bayaa to Mawlana Shaykh Nazim (Allah bless his secret) either online or by visiting his khalifa Mawlana Shaykh Hisham in Michigan. Allah gave you much, so be happy and give thanks to Allah, in sha Allah He will take away the problems and give you strength and clear thinking.
Hajj Gibril Haddad