Request:
Assalaam ‘alaykum all eShaykh Staff.
I feel like my heart is going to stop and Ifear much about Akreerah, death, and my condition in the grave. At times I even check my pulse. Consequently, I cannot do anything at my best, from studying to physical exercise. I even get this when trying to sleep and I take time to sleep. I feel I’m blocked and cannot progress in life. It is as if i lack energy. I want to get married but I cannot really settle down in life. Even if I work, this can bother me, and I fear to be a problem for my wife if I get married. Plus, I get a lot of waswas about imaan. I want to be a Muslim and die a Muslim. Please pray for me.
Response:
Alaykum Salam,
Use congregation as your therapy for Salat and Dhikr. Be kind to the poor and always give thanks for what Allah gave you. Study Mawlana’s suhbas and build up your iman. May Allah grant you the best life here and hereafter.
Hajj Gibril Haddad
