Request:
Asa,
I have beeen suffering for a very long time now, psychologically and spiritually and now physically. For the past year I have been losing my memory, feeling nervous, out of place and lethargic. During Ramdhaan, I’m not allowing myself to properly sleep or drink. My emaan has had several shots and wounds to it, and because of the blows to my emaan, not being able to fully control normal behvaiour. I had a blow to my reputation (socially.) I am now completley lost and cant even remeber who I am/ was. My family has been very patient, but are now also confused. I feel as though my soul is crippled and that I have lost direction completely. I want to have that solider heart again.
Please, please Sheikh can you pray for me & my family, to restore our home as it was before.
May Allah SWa reward you immensely ameen Wslmz
Response:
wa `alaykum salam,
You must try get back to reality by acknowledging reality, mainly, that we are weak servants and that all our affairs are in Allah’s Hands. Happiness is not something we acquire through our deeds, it is a grant from Allah to His servant.
If you want peace in you heart, you must recite the following daily:
– At least 300 times the name “Allah“.
– 100 times “RabbunAllah HasbunAllah”
– 10 times in the morning and 10 times in the evening “La Hawla wa la Quwwata illa Billah”
– As much darood (Salawat) as you can.
Success is from Allah.
Ali Elsayed
