Request:
Asslam-o-Alaikum,
My Adabana Salam to Mawlana Shaykh Nazim (R.A) & Mawlana Shaykh Hisham (R.A)… Please Shaykh (Hisham R.A) I need urgent help. I did spiritual activities (zikr, wazifa) e.t.c without taking permission & bayah due to ignorance. Zikr increased spirituality and love & it was very pleasing.
My duas got fulfilled very quickly and I was in complete peace. Day to day my ishq got increased and I experienced many things, Alhamdullilah.
But then suddenly evil attacked so much that it started adding doubts in my mind & heart. Now for 8 months it’s attacking me, my left side contracts spiritually. I see jinns and Shaytan in my dreams fighting with me. Then last month I did online bayah under Shaykh Nazim (r.a.). Then I consulted another shaykh who told me to leave everything except prayer, lahaul & dua. Now it’s decreasing but not leaving!
Please pray for me. What can I do? Please forgive my adab.
Response:
Alaykum Salam,
After Bayaa with Mawlana Shaykh Nazim you should be doing the beginner’s wird described at Naqshbandi.org daily and try to join the weekly Naqshbandi dhikr in your area. Your state will improve gradually in sha Allah. May Allah grant you success here and hereafter.
Hajj Gibril Haddad
