Question:
Hello,
I need help. My soul is dark and shielded from light. I need a teacher
to help purify me again just as I was on the day I was born.
I have committed countless sins. I don’t want to confess because there
is no use. Allah swt knows of all my sins. They are enough to cause me
to enter hell fire for eternity.
I have repented and begged Allah swt for mercy but am still not
satisfied and am not able to acheive sakoon-e-ruh.
I live day to day with the same thoughts recurring in my mind.
Reminiscing on all my past sins which is making it difficult for me to
carry on a normal life. I have been feeling depressed lately and feel
like God has abandoned me.
I need guidance. I am not worthy to ask God personally, either the
Prophet. I need an Auliya to help me achieve internal peace which I
seek.
Thanks
Answer:
wa ‘alaykum salam,
Take baya online with Mawlana Shaykh Muhammad Nazim Adil at
http://www.naqshbandi.org/the-tariqa/initiation/.
This will immediately lift some of your heavy burden in-sha-Allah.
Taher Siddiqui
