Question:
As-Salaamu alykom wr wb Mawlana(q),
I have been bad to my parents, brothers and servants, and still am arrogant. I tried many times to repent but I can only do it in closed door to myself. I tried to change much, believe me i did, but still i end up :'( .. is there another way to repent that i wont have to go face them and apologize but Allah will forgive me?
is there a way, someday i would wake up and be a better person altogether, like someone waved a magic wand on me at night?
Answer:
wa `alaykum salam,
Mawlana Shaykh Muhammad Nazim al-Haqqani makes a holy sajda every night in the Divine Presence and in the Presence of Sayyidina Muhammad (s) asking Allah to load him with the sins and burdens of every mureed and then asking Allah to dress each mureed with all the heavenly Divine Grants he has received and to raise them to whatever rank (martabah) he has reached. That is sufficient for his mureeds, so the best is for us to thank Allah 100x daily for the inexplicable grant of being Mawlana Shaykh Muhammad Nazim al-Haqqani’s mureed and to be under his wings and protection and guidance and ask Allah swt to grant him long life to see Sayyidina al-Mahdi and Sayyidina `Isa (as) with perfect good health and ease along with his caliphs, family and companions.
Recite the du`a of the Saint of Rajab for even further support.
Taher Siddiqui
