Question:
Salam,
I got addicted to a bad habit in the past. I hardly leave it but my heart became so weak because of evil in past. I have fear of djinn/man and every thing but no fear of Allah. I can not talk to anyone, even on the phone and can not face any djinn. Please I want only fear of Allah and love of Prophet (PBUH). How can I create that? What should I read? Give me something to read that creates love for Prophet (PBUH) and fear of Allah.
Answer:
Alaykum Salam,
Observe daily wazifa. You might already have taqwa but without credit for your nafs. However you should spend more time with Mawlana and suhba, either through representative and Jamaa, or by studying his suhbas daily.
Hajj Gibril Haddad
