Question:
Assalam Alaikum Wa Rehmatullahi Wa Barakatu,
Dear Brother, I have multiple questions please reply briefly.
1. When ever I meet some one or think or pray, unwilling bad words comes in my mind… Like I pray for someone that Allah May Grant him long life then when I reach grant in my mind word comes grant him death, auzubillah. Why this happening to me?
2. I am moved from Initiated to Prepared daily zikir but since am doing zikir I am having great pain in my head (headache) is some thing wrong I am doing?
3. How I know I am having tajjalli what is tajjali?
Assalam Alaikum Wa Rehmatullath.
Answer:
wa `alaykum salam,
Mawlana Shaykh Nazim (may Allah grant him long life and health!) said: ”There are three big snakes that harm human beings: to be intolerant and impatient with the people around you; to be habituated to something you cannot leave; and to be controlled by your ego.”
You are still a child in Tariqah – as most of us are, admittedly – so take things slowly and progressively as this is a very long journey. Try to learn from these words first. If there is something wrong with you, go back to the stronger principle and use that to guide you. When you have mastered them, perhaps many more meanings and ways shall be opened for you.
Abdul Shakur