Question:
Salaam,
I’m not sure if this can be interpreted or whether I have other issues. For the last few years, whenever I read namaaz especially maghrib, on my left hand side, I see this thing crying and trying to escape from a prison. It shakes it and tries to get out but it can’t. Then in dua when it tries to come near me it can’t- like something is protecting me and when I finish it’s locked up. I thought I was going crazy so never told anyone.
I began reading a little Quran, 100 drood every day and I give a little sadaqah out of my monthly wage to try to make it stop and it has helped.
Also sometimes I see things like light or blackness around people/on people but when I stop reading or get angry it stops.
Am I crazy? What else should I do?
Answer:
`Alaykum Salam,
Good deeds imprison and control nafs, and spiritual light let’s you see what others do not see. Continue with your efforts, if you have not taken bayaa with Mawlana Shaykh Nazim (Allah bless his secret) you may do so, and wear his tawiz.
Hajj Gibril Haddad
