Question:
Assalam Alaikum Wa Rehmatullah,
Respected Brother and Lovely Shaykh Nazim and Shaykh Hisham Allah’s mercy & blessing on you. I saw both of the Shaykhs in my dreams since this Ramadan and started daily dhikir strictly before Ramzan & till last night 17-Sept. Today I totally feel I am mentally disordered and I feel that ALLAH’s guidance is not in my life, therefore today left all daily dhikir and 5 prayers, forever. I don’t know if I am a victim of sihr or not, but I feel like I am a kafir,murtid… & a person who insulted the RASOOL ALLAH S.A.W & SAHABA KARAM R.A, & Aulia Allah. I am waiting for my death. Thanks a lot Shaykh for helping me I try my best to be forgiven by ALLAH and accepted but all of our efforts for me are thrown in hell.
Assalam Alaikum Wa Rehmatullah
Answer:
`Alaykum Salam,
Sins are not recorded against someone who has lost his mind so seek help. Otherwise make repentence because Divine mercy is vaster than that, and do not advertise your mistakes if Allah covers them up.
Hajj Gibril Haddad
