Question:
Dear Shaykh,
Can you please tell how to donate English money as there is only a US$ option.
Please can you give me dua for increasing my belief in Allah and Prophet Mohammed (pbuh). I have been going through a lot of hardships in life with my job and enemies and my niece died who was child. I prayed to Allah but I only experience sadness and now I am beginning to question Allah’s existence and the great Prophet (pbuh). I feel very sad.
Also you gave me permission to read Hizbul Bahr but can I read it without the hand movements and can I read it at night? Would it have the same power? I am so sad. I feel failure. I loose everything and never gain success. I have many responsibilities. After loosing my niece I cry every night and don’t feel like praying. Please help me.
May Allah reward you
Answer:
You may use paypal to donate and just calculate the amount in pounds.
Insha-Allah Mawlana Shaykh Hisham Kabbani is praying for you.
Everyone goes through tests and trials, for Allah said:
{[It is Allah] Who hath created life and death that He may try you,
which of you is best in conduct; and He is the Mighty, Forgiving}
(Surat al-Mulk, 67:2)
Even the Prophet (s) went through immense trials and tests, and
suffered the loss of his beloved wife Hazrat Khadija (as) and his dear
uncle Hazrat Abu Talib (as) in the same year. He lost all his sons in
their infancy and lost two of his daughters. He suffered what noone
suffered yet this only increased him in belief and determination and
Allah granted him success and established him in the land.
Recite:
فَمَا وَهَنُواْ لِمَا أَصَابَهُمْ فِي سَبِيلِ اللّهِ وَمَا ضَعُفُواْ
وَمَا اسْتَكَانُواْ وَاللّهُ يُحِبُّ الصَّابِرِينَ
fa-maa wahanoo lima asaabahum fee sabeelillahi wa maa da`ufoo wa maa
‘stakanoo w ‘Allahu yuhibbu ‘s-saabireen
{for they never lost heart if they met with disaster in Allah’s way,
nor did they weaken (in will) nor give in. And Allah Loves those who
are firm and steadfast.} (Surat Ali-`Imran, 3:146)
Taher Siddiqui
