Request:
Asalaamu Walaykum, Kindly I request all to make lots of duas for me. I need guidance, I really want to feel the spiritual Marifa & Mahabba of our beloved within. I keep commiting the same sins. Due to me not acting upon the MUST’S of my tareeqa I fall into the same pits again. Even though I’m aware of my shortcomings I still can’t stop doing evil. I feel lost & my heart feels dead, keep failing to work on my purification (Tazkiyah). The sexual desire’s keep taking me away from concentrating & making me weak. I don’t want to get married as I want to achieve istiqamah. But then I fear I might die with this evil. I hardly get to go to spiritual gatherings as my near ones fail to understand the importance of them. The environment at home is far from spiritual too. Pray & guide me.
Response:
Wa `alaykum salam,
In-sha-Allah Mawlana Shaykh Hisham’s prayers are always with you.
Try to follow the advice given in the post “Desires“.
Staff
