Question:
AssalamuAlikum!
I am a 21 year old girl from Pakistan, I gave bayah to Mawlana Shaykh Adil in 2019 but i got lost and now I’m in such bad condition that i even have doubts about Islam and my faith, i think I’m not a mureed anymore and maybe a Muslim also.
Answer:
wa `alaykum salam,
Come, come whoever you are,
Wanderer, worshipper, lover of leaving,
It doesn’t matter.
Ours is not a caravan of despair.
Come, even if you have broken your vow
a thousand times.
Come, yet again, come, come.
~ Jalaluddin Rumi.
Renew your Islam and your baya` daily by reciting the Shahada 3x and Istaghfirullah 70x.
Taher Siddiqui